I send my deepest condolences. I am sorry for your great loss. Although the pain does not easily disappear, prayer to God can bring you comfort. We are assured that God is "God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our trials." at 2 Corinthians 1:3,4. He invites you at 1Peter 5:7 to "Throw all your anxiety on him because he cares for you." May Gods word and all the wonderful memories you've shared together bring you comfort during this difficult time. My thoughts are with you and your family.